Itch
I am so sick of itching.
The world has no idea, but I do.
I really want to come to Australia with my skin cleared a bit.
I know there are some that don’t see this vicious plaque monster on my skin but I see it.
Ever so clearly.
Not only is it affecting my life but my writing and my tired and fragile psyche as well.
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Almost at the end of my proverbial rope here.
I really can’t stand this much longer.
This is a ‘quality of life’ issue for me right now and I am so fucking over all the bullshit homeopathic remedies.
This just ain’t working for me, anymore.
Lord have mercy . . . maybe not.
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If they don’t work, then don’t use them.
I don’t pretend to understand the way it makes you feel, but then I’m on the outside looking in, not the other way around and that’s the difference.
Michael, there is nothing I can say or do to make this better, but I do hate seeing you beat yourself up, call yourself names and the sad look on your face.
I’m not into aesthetics either, so that doesn’t help your cause, because I simply don’t see it. Literally. If someone asked me where you have it on your body, I wouldn’t be able to answer. I just don’t see it and neither does Mark.
Having said that, I don’t live with it either.
The only way I can help is to say go get a script from a good dermatologist and let us pay for it? I hate not being able to help, and that’s the only way I can. We’ll even pay for the doctor visit.
It disturbs me more than I can say to see you so upset over this and in fact I lose sleep over it, and when I do sleep, I dream about it.
Dreams where your skin is perfect and smooth, and you’re smiling, not stressed about the the itching and redness.
It’s your mental state that concerns me more than anything because you have so much on your weary shoulders and I want to take some of the load.
But I can’t, I know that.
Make it a little easier or stress free now and then maybe, but that’s only short term, I know. It doesn’t change the basic problems does it?
Just know if there is anything, and I mean anything, we can do, you are free to ask or tell me at any time of the day or night ok?
I just don’t know what else to say anymore honey…